You Are Deserved

Mood: Tired, confused, happy
Listening to: Heart Attack - Demi Lovato
Watching: -

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"What did your right hand do, never let your left hand knows."

That is a very good quote from my English teacher (originally from Jesus in the bible.) It means whatever you did to people, don't ever let other people know. Keep it a secret between you, the people, and God.

My teacher said that over and over again to remind us to help people who need our help. And then, the problem comes...

"Students who haven't presented their groups' movie may prepare their own presentation and practice with their groups," said my teacher. "And students who already presented their groups' movie, please don't be noisy and don't disturb other groups. If you are noisy, your group's score will be zero. This also applies for the groups who haven't presented the movie."

Now I would like to ask you, what did my teacher mean by "don't be noisy and don't disturb other groups"? Yes, it meant that we (who already presented our group's movie) are allowed to have some chit-chat, but we shouldn't be noisy. Then, three students, including me, was ordered to write down any students' name who are noisy. 

One of the two students and me had some chit-chat with our friends, and we didn't write down any students' name because we thought that they are allowed to talk, to practice. But the other one (let's call him A) wrote down almost EVERY students' name in that room, including me. I mean, what the heck? Didn't he hear what our teacher said? Besides, he also had some chit-chat with his friends!

Break time came, every students in the class did whatever they want to do. Suddenly, one of our friends (let's call him B) came to A's desk and snapped him. We then realized that B knew about A wrote down every students' name, and he didn't like it. He doesn't want to end up having zero score. After that, the situation became worse. B almost kicked a chair and a table, almost had a fight with A. Fortunately, our friends, especially boys, tried to stop him and took him out from the class. A just shut up and couldn't do anything but kept silent. I thought, he deserved that. He's the one who is wrong, so he deserved those snaps. But he kept behaving like he's the one who is right. 

I felt sorry for B. I understand that he wants to have a good score, but A just messed it up. I decided to help him. I want to help those who are right, I want to find the justice. Then, with two friends of mine, I looked for my English teacher and when we met him, we explained about what happened directly. Fortunately, the teacher said, "Ah, I know A always like that. Tell the others they definitely won't have zero." So we went back to our class and told our friends to not worry about it anymore. Our friends reacted happily and relieved, also thanked us for what we did.

At that time, I was surprised. My eyes were tickling, just like there are tears which want to come out. 

My friends genuinely thanked. And I felt like, they need me. I felt so happy after that, for I just want to be needed by people. I just want to hear a genuine "thank you" from them... And I received it. I thought, "Is this a karma because I helped him?"

I didn't know how to react, so I just waved a hand, saying "you're welcome." Up until now, I still amazed by them. This is my first time receiving a genuine "thank you." I haven't received such as that before. What I've received before is just a slight "thank you" like how people always say.

I think this story ends here. I hope someday, I will receive a genuine "thank you" again.

TO-DO LIST:

1. Make an entry.
2. Finish homeworks.
3. Sleep.

Yours sincerely,

Detective Cheko